To Feel Alive
Today my heart sank to my stomach,
and so, I knew I was alive.
Today anxiety collided with clarity,
and so, I knew I was alive.
Today I feared the judgment of public opinion,
and so, I knew I was alive.
Today I dreamt of one day learning the meaning of love,
and so, I knew I was alive.
Today I said a prayer for tomorrow,
and so, not only did I know I was alive today,
but know in my palms that I will also see tomorrow.